FOR YOU

cries

nothing inside my head

but i've been drowning in all of the shit

that you left me with

what

is not enough

what is it for

when you find out that father is only a word

nothing more

 

 

why

couldn't you just

try

when you could save me now

 

trade my own life

remove all the blood from my veins

just to erase, the pain

and emptiness in my life

and try....try to...live

 

open your eyes

is what they say to do

and all the voices inside of my head

that remember you

now

without a doubt

figure it out

your the shadow in every thought

i can't get around

 

why

couldn't you just

try

when you could save us now

 

what i'd give to know who you are inside

learn more about this part of me i hide

to fill these questions and obsessions

with more than just a single confession

tell me who will i be if when where

to ask you why